I was watching Sex and the City and Carrie was writing her blog... i got inspired to write. I have only written one blog and i want to write many more!
Over the past year i experienced anxiety and depression. It is a chemical imballance in the brain and it is hereditery. That is a whole other story but i was copletely sad and anxious about things that actually dont make sence. I have been fighting it for a while, it began in Noember and i started feeling better around April. That was a long time period for me and everyday was a struggle. I really didnt understand and i really wanted to get better so i could figure it out, that is , how to never feel that way again, how to never get "slumped" ... I mean c'mon we have one life, why live like that.
And although its not a choice to feel that way we can make actually re-assemble our brains to think differently. It is so easy to give in the those thoughts.. "Ughhh its Monday, i hate mondays today will suck." or even just "todays not my day".
Today is your day, everyday can be your day! The other day i was watching Abc Family, and late at night this show, The 700 Club comes on, Joel Osteen was on and he was talking about making everyday a friday..... I was like yea right , okay. But i watched beacause i felt i owed it to God, sometimes we forget to thank him for the little things when we have so many "bad things" in life. Well the book looked interesting and hey why not give God a chance to help me cope with my anxiety, He loves us all right? The book is called "Every Day a Friday" by Joel Osteen. I picked it up at Barnes and Nobles, it was the last copy and it was not cheap.... $25 for a book?! but whatever i thought i deserve to be happy.
So far i read one chapter and Joel has helped me , When i wake up I excpect God will do good for me, then he can send his angels to work! God wants to help people... but the people who have faith in him.
To wrap this long blog up, try thinking positively and fight the bad thoughts off. One positive thing can change your whole day, so try thinking like that everyday. I only read one chapter and i am inspired, maybe ill check back and do a book review.
thank you for reading my 2nd blog! and remeber God wants to help you! I want to help you, and if you want to help yourself you can. Remeber to never give up and to smile against those monday blues..... or wednesday blues. Life will get better
Love from my heart and my little room,
Lauren xxxx
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